1.15.2011
1.14.2011
This pic is so touching :(
The homeless guy cant even take care of himself, but he opens himself to dog :(
1.13.2011
"I hate our generation. Everyone either cares too much or too little. There's so much nonesense and pointless drama. Blame is being thrown around. "I love you" is becoming meaningless as saying "and" or "the". What happened to the world? We got caught up in growing up too fast. We all did."
-just sparkle in the sand
-just sparkle in the sand
I’m afraid of 13 out of 69 common fears
Cross out the things you’re afraid of and put you’re score at the top.
- the dark
- staying single forever
being a parentgiving birth- being myself in front of others
- open spaces
closed spaces- heights
- dogs
- birds
- fish
spidersflowers or other plants- being touched
- fire
- deep water
- snakes
- silk
- the ocean
failure- success
- thunder/lightning
- frogs/toads
- my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
boyfriends/girlfriends mom- rats
- jumping from high places
- snow
- rain
- wind
- crossing hanging bridges
- death
- heaven
- being robbed
- falling
- clowns
- dolls
- large crowds of people
- men
- women
having great responsibilities- doctors, including dentists
- tornadoes
- hurricanes
- incurable diseases
- sharks
- friday the 13th
- ghosts
- poverty
- halloween
- school
- trains
- odd numbers
- even numbers
- being alone
becoming blindbecoming deafgrowing up- creepy noises in the night
- bee stings
not accomplishing my dreams/goalsneedles- blood
- dinosaurs
- the welcome mat
- high speed
- throwing up
- Falling in love
- super secrets
If you repost this, it’s been requested that you title it “I’m afraid of _ out of 69 common fears”If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.If you get 10-20, you are normal.If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.People who don’t have any are liar
1.12.2011
Are you happy with your life?
You know somehow sometime in our life we will come to the point where we ask this to ourself, are you happy with your life and how it goes?
Well. Maybe im getting my turn now.
How I come to this question, i dont know. But everytime i wake up in the morning, nothing excites me, everytime i go to campus, nothing interests me, everytime i go back to my flat, i finally come again to this room filled with mess.
I finally realise, when you try to please others, you end up unpleasing yourself. How i've been trying to fulfill people's expectation about me. Me the smart girl, me the politic-minded girl, me who-wants-to-be-journalist, me who likes to read book about war, conflicts, and terrorism, me the critical minded girl, me who makes good writings. Now what i get is me-who-dont-even-know-what-I-want-for-my-self.
In fact,
I am NOT that smart.
I am NOT a politic minded girl, I am FED UP with it.
I do NOT want to be a journalist. I DONT LIKE WRITING.
I do NOT like reading books about war, conflicts, and terrorism. I'd rather read magazines or novels.
I am NOT critical. I dont even care about issues around me.
Now if you ask me again whether i am happy with my life.
It's kinda hard to decide. I'm standing right in the middle of the line. Why? Well you know you've tried so hard and put so much effort until you have what you're having right now. You've sacrificed a lot to be the person you are right now. But the person you are right now, is just not the person you want to be. Plus, it's even more sad when you know you've had them already, and its kind of pity to let it all go.
Yet people will say that i should be grateful for what I have right now. Like everything i've been through, everything i've had, everything i have achieved, many people in this world simply dont have what I have now, many things that people envy me for. You know what? Fvck with that, i dont want to be grateful! Why should I? You should realise that there are many things in this big big world that people take for granted, which i dont have! So to put it simple, we are equal. Now say it again that I should be grateful?
At least I am still breathing, living my complex life, contently.
Maybe its your time to ask yourself, are you happy with your current life?
Stay cool,
Tami
Well. Maybe im getting my turn now.
How I come to this question, i dont know. But everytime i wake up in the morning, nothing excites me, everytime i go to campus, nothing interests me, everytime i go back to my flat, i finally come again to this room filled with mess.
I finally realise, when you try to please others, you end up unpleasing yourself. How i've been trying to fulfill people's expectation about me. Me the smart girl, me the politic-minded girl, me who-wants-to-be-journalist, me who likes to read book about war, conflicts, and terrorism, me the critical minded girl, me who makes good writings. Now what i get is me-who-dont-even-know-what-I-want-for-my-self.
In fact,
I am NOT that smart.
I am NOT a politic minded girl, I am FED UP with it.
I do NOT want to be a journalist. I DONT LIKE WRITING.
I do NOT like reading books about war, conflicts, and terrorism. I'd rather read magazines or novels.
I am NOT critical. I dont even care about issues around me.
Now if you ask me again whether i am happy with my life.
It's kinda hard to decide. I'm standing right in the middle of the line. Why? Well you know you've tried so hard and put so much effort until you have what you're having right now. You've sacrificed a lot to be the person you are right now. But the person you are right now, is just not the person you want to be. Plus, it's even more sad when you know you've had them already, and its kind of pity to let it all go.
Yet people will say that i should be grateful for what I have right now. Like everything i've been through, everything i've had, everything i have achieved, many people in this world simply dont have what I have now, many things that people envy me for. You know what? Fvck with that, i dont want to be grateful! Why should I? You should realise that there are many things in this big big world that people take for granted, which i dont have! So to put it simple, we are equal. Now say it again that I should be grateful?
At least I am still breathing, living my complex life, contently.
Maybe its your time to ask yourself, are you happy with your current life?
Stay cool,
Tami
12.24.2010
Killing Some Time.
Took this from Olly's blog: http://stalkernextdoor.blogspot.com/
1. Can you legally drink?
Think so, 18 is legal right?
2. Will you be married in the next 2 years?
D'oh I'll still be in college chair.
3. Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward?
Pretty much... nope.
4. What are your least favorite school subjects?
Physics. Period.
5. Who was the last person you called?
my boyfriend
6. Do you prefer to call or text?
call
7. Do you have a pet?
at this moment, nope. But i did have lots of cats. And they all still remain in my heart, esp. Lemon.
8. What did you do today?
Nothing much, it was a day off so i pretty much just lazed out and went out with my friends.
9. Do you like carrots?
Ew.
10. When is the last time you saw your mom?
A week a go or something i guess
11. Do you believe in karma?
YES.
12. Are you taller than 5'5"?
How many metre is that? -_- I'm 1.72 m
13. How many city/towns have you lived in?
4 cities so far.
14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
bare feet
15. Are you a social person?
I'm a social loner.
16. What was the last thing you drank?
teh tarik
17. What are your favorite colors?
navy blue
21. Do you like coffee?
Hate it.
22. Would you rather have money or love?
Ideally love, realistically, money.
23. Have you ever sat on a roof?
Yep.
24. What are you listening to?
Enigma- Fata Morgana
25. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
I dont really pay attention but guess so.
26. Do you know how to play poker?
err nah.
27. What are you thinking about right now?
old mates. miss 'em.
28. Any plans for the weekend?
Yes, my parents are comin!
29. What time do you get up in the morning?
6ish.
31. Do you eat ranch with your pizza?
Ranch? As in where you put your horses? I guess then its a NO.
32. Last person you IM'ed?
Long havent been i logged in on any IM.
33. Have you ever been in an ambulance?
No.
34. Do you prefer an ocean or pool?
Ocean :)
35. What color shirt are you wearing?
white
36. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
whats a stick shift?
37. What's bothering you right now?
err social life.
38. Do you hold grudges?
No. I swear. Out loud.
40. Who's myspace page did you visit last?
Geezus, i even forgot when the last time i open the site
41. Are you a Lost fanatic?
nope. PRISON BREAK YES.
43. Earphones or headphones?
Headphones!
44. At this very moment what should you be doing?
This.
45. Do you read novels often?
Used to. But not anymore :(
46. What is the color of your bedroom walls?
soft pink and blue -_-
47. Do you shut off the water while you brush your teeth?
yea, everytime i think about this go green thingy -_-
49. Are you mad about anything?
Guess so. I am.
50. Do you sing obnoxiously in the car?
YES. Like TOTALLY obnoxiously?
51. Last 2 people to call you?
Mom and my girlfriend.
52. Have you ever thought you didn't like someone, and then found out that you really liked them?
errryeaaaah...
54. How was this weekend?
So-so
55. Do/did you listen to your parents?
I do and I dont.
56. Stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
I dont do stupid things with my handy ._.
57. Is there anyone that doesn't like you because of something you did?
Ohyea there are some. Dont care.
58. Do you think your first love affects the way you go on with life?
No, totally nope.
59. The phone rings. What is your ring tone?
The opening theme of Prison Break, it always makes me chill ._.
60. Did you go anywhere yesterday?
yea.
61. Who was the last person you shared beds with?
Muthe, chozy, dine, and andini
62. Favorite drink?
Milk tea!
63. Does the person you like know that you like them?
He's my boyfriend -_-
64. Where are you right now?
Platinum.
65. If you HAD to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
Yea.
66. Favorite gadget in the kitchen?
I dont have kitchen in my flat here :(
67. Favorite pie?
Pie is not my thing.
68. How is your hair?
Weird. Medium. Thin. But liking the color.
69. Where's the last place you walked to?
Restaurant Mbak Sasha
70. Last time you had a sleepover?
last night
71. Latest you stayed up in the past week?
6AM. I didnt go to sleep and went straight to uni.
72. What are you doing, aside from answering these questions?
listening to music and blogwalkin
73. Have you been in a car accident?
ALMOST. Thank God nope.
74. What is the last thing you said aloud?
The word "NGGAK!!"
75. Who's the 1st person on your missed calls list?
This woman whos trying to sell her property
76. What did the last text message you received say?
"Im downstairs"
77. Last time you went to church?
Months ago.
DESCRIBE YOUR:
78.Wallet
Thick. with bills.
79.Eyes?
Nice, pointy, beatiful eyes. HA.
80.Life?
hating this question.
WHAT ARE YOU:
81.Doing this weekend to come?
Hangin out with mom and dad
82.Wearing?
white v-neck t-shirt with colourful miniskirt
83.Wanting?
happines.
84.Listening to?
Enigma - Distorted
85.What do you smell?
my bo.
86. Do you sleep naked?
no.
87. Do you like seafood?
Yap
88. Do you remember your dreams?
I do and i dont
89. Do you consider yourself a study freak?
errr na.
90. Do you speak another language other than English?
German, indonesian, a lil bit French. Broken Arabic and Irish Gaelic
91.What did you do last night?
trying to have some fun actually.
92. What do you hate?
1st thing on my list: NOSY PEOPLE.
93.Orange or apple juice?
dont like juices
94.Who were the last people you went out to lunch with?
girlfriends
95.Last thing you ate?
fried noodle
1. Can you legally drink?
Think so, 18 is legal right?
2. Will you be married in the next 2 years?
D'oh I'll still be in college chair.
3. Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward?
Pretty much... nope.
4. What are your least favorite school subjects?
Physics. Period.
5. Who was the last person you called?
my boyfriend
6. Do you prefer to call or text?
call
7. Do you have a pet?
at this moment, nope. But i did have lots of cats. And they all still remain in my heart, esp. Lemon.
8. What did you do today?
Nothing much, it was a day off so i pretty much just lazed out and went out with my friends.
9. Do you like carrots?
Ew.
10. When is the last time you saw your mom?
A week a go or something i guess
11. Do you believe in karma?
YES.
12. Are you taller than 5'5"?
How many metre is that? -_- I'm 1.72 m
13. How many city/towns have you lived in?
4 cities so far.
14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
bare feet
15. Are you a social person?
I'm a social loner.
16. What was the last thing you drank?
teh tarik
17. What are your favorite colors?
navy blue
21. Do you like coffee?
Hate it.
22. Would you rather have money or love?
Ideally love, realistically, money.
23. Have you ever sat on a roof?
Yep.
24. What are you listening to?
Enigma- Fata Morgana
25. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
I dont really pay attention but guess so.
26. Do you know how to play poker?
err nah.
27. What are you thinking about right now?
old mates. miss 'em.
28. Any plans for the weekend?
Yes, my parents are comin!
29. What time do you get up in the morning?
6ish.
31. Do you eat ranch with your pizza?
Ranch? As in where you put your horses? I guess then its a NO.
32. Last person you IM'ed?
Long havent been i logged in on any IM.
33. Have you ever been in an ambulance?
No.
34. Do you prefer an ocean or pool?
Ocean :)
35. What color shirt are you wearing?
white
36. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
whats a stick shift?
37. What's bothering you right now?
err social life.
38. Do you hold grudges?
No. I swear. Out loud.
40. Who's myspace page did you visit last?
Geezus, i even forgot when the last time i open the site
41. Are you a Lost fanatic?
nope. PRISON BREAK YES.
43. Earphones or headphones?
Headphones!
44. At this very moment what should you be doing?
This.
45. Do you read novels often?
Used to. But not anymore :(
46. What is the color of your bedroom walls?
soft pink and blue -_-
47. Do you shut off the water while you brush your teeth?
yea, everytime i think about this go green thingy -_-
49. Are you mad about anything?
Guess so. I am.
50. Do you sing obnoxiously in the car?
YES. Like TOTALLY obnoxiously?
51. Last 2 people to call you?
Mom and my girlfriend.
52. Have you ever thought you didn't like someone, and then found out that you really liked them?
errryeaaaah...
54. How was this weekend?
So-so
55. Do/did you listen to your parents?
I do and I dont.
56. Stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
I dont do stupid things with my handy ._.
57. Is there anyone that doesn't like you because of something you did?
Ohyea there are some. Dont care.
58. Do you think your first love affects the way you go on with life?
No, totally nope.
59. The phone rings. What is your ring tone?
The opening theme of Prison Break, it always makes me chill ._.
60. Did you go anywhere yesterday?
yea.
61. Who was the last person you shared beds with?
Muthe, chozy, dine, and andini
62. Favorite drink?
Milk tea!
63. Does the person you like know that you like them?
He's my boyfriend -_-
64. Where are you right now?
Platinum.
65. If you HAD to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?
Yea.
66. Favorite gadget in the kitchen?
I dont have kitchen in my flat here :(
67. Favorite pie?
Pie is not my thing.
68. How is your hair?
Weird. Medium. Thin. But liking the color.
69. Where's the last place you walked to?
Restaurant Mbak Sasha
70. Last time you had a sleepover?
last night
71. Latest you stayed up in the past week?
6AM. I didnt go to sleep and went straight to uni.
72. What are you doing, aside from answering these questions?
listening to music and blogwalkin
73. Have you been in a car accident?
ALMOST. Thank God nope.
74. What is the last thing you said aloud?
The word "NGGAK!!"
75. Who's the 1st person on your missed calls list?
This woman whos trying to sell her property
76. What did the last text message you received say?
"Im downstairs"
77. Last time you went to church?
Months ago.
DESCRIBE YOUR:
78.Wallet
Thick. with bills.
79.Eyes?
Nice, pointy, beatiful eyes. HA.
80.Life?
hating this question.
WHAT ARE YOU:
81.Doing this weekend to come?
Hangin out with mom and dad
82.Wearing?
white v-neck t-shirt with colourful miniskirt
83.Wanting?
happines.
84.Listening to?
Enigma - Distorted
85.What do you smell?
my bo.
86. Do you sleep naked?
no.
87. Do you like seafood?
Yap
88. Do you remember your dreams?
I do and i dont
89. Do you consider yourself a study freak?
errr na.
90. Do you speak another language other than English?
German, indonesian, a lil bit French. Broken Arabic and Irish Gaelic
91.What did you do last night?
trying to have some fun actually.
92. What do you hate?
1st thing on my list: NOSY PEOPLE.
93.Orange or apple juice?
dont like juices
94.Who were the last people you went out to lunch with?
girlfriends
95.Last thing you ate?
fried noodle
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