Phewwwwwwwwwwww, you know what? Im in a such big dilemma rite now. A real weird one. Have you ever felt like everything come back to you in a sudden? Like, youve lost something, for quite a long time, suddenly it comes back to you but in the meantime youre finally starting to let it go because you thought that it's gone forever?
meanwhile. Andy William is singin Feeling. on my speaker rite now. wow, so important. anyway.
The late 2 days, have been reaaally weird ya know. Like, i dont even believe it's true and happening rite now at the moment. It's just really, wow. i meant, WOW. i dont even know how im suppose to feel! Happy? doh, how would you feel if your hopes finally come true.......... but it's just too simple and easy. in the other hand, i still feel anger within me. So i guess it wont be as smooth as it used to be, as simple and as easy as it used to be. People need to learn something, they took decision and they have to deal with the consequences. however, still i want my dreams to come true. i want those days-gone-by again. i wanna feel the memory again, the experience. the love i once had and prolly still having. yeah i want it all:') but shoot, i think it's gonna be too easy!
aaah dilemma dilemma dilemma -.- once again, love has confused me. defeated!
stay cool,
TAMI
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